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Crossposting from tumblr, because why not:

Had a dream last night that BONES released a follow-up movie to CoS, and somehow turned the bittersweet ending into an outright depressing one. Al died, I don’t remember what else, but nobody had a good outcome, and fandom lost its collective shit (as you do).

Woke up already plotting fixit fic and really confused. I have no idea why I was dreaming about this.

Dear subconscious;

Please no dreams about flesh-devouring monsters tonight. I appreciate that the monsters wouldn't attack the children, but still, something a little less unpleasant would be nice. I'm not asking for flowers and rainbows or anything, just no zombies, no monsters, nothing with a taste for human flesh.

Will be awaiting your reply tonight,
-Me.

(Don't let the icon fool you)

My subconscious seems to be trying to give me AU bunnies. Meaning, I spent all last night dreaming of the FMA cast in AU settings. The university ones were fun. Ed kicked ass in wrestling, took one look at the pool and tried to back away (the dream didn't cooperate), and I really wish I could remember the song he and Al were playing on guitar. (Al was playing bass guitar. I don't know why that was significant, but it was.) Roy was apparently the only one taking academic classes. The dream made no sense, but it was fun!

Yeah, but, the war dream? No. Just - no. I am not killing Al on the battlefield. I don't care how meaningful or emotional or touching. Just - no. Try again.

Okay, so, yesterday I read a news article saying that the courts would be hearing arguments about Prop. 8 next month. Last night - prompted by the article, I suppose - I dreamt I was arguing with someone about how Prop. 8 cut off a huge source of potential revenue and how that was just stupid to do when our economy needs all the help it can get, "Do you realize how much revenue this state has lost by not allowing gay marriage??".

And then today Courage Campaign sent out its "Don't divorce us" video. So help me, I teared up. I know I'm a sap, but still.

My subconscious is trying to tell me something, clearly.

( long dream rambling )